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05 June Greetings :)HEYLO HEYLO!
Welcome back, once again, to my humble space.
I've been losing my momentum to spent some quality time updating.
Ya know, losing the touch.
This June hols, i must say that i've been putting in the extra effort to study approximately 9 hrs a day.
3 hrs each for Maths, Physics & Econs.
Targets for Mid-Yr:
Maths A
Physics A
Econs C
GP C5
Wish me luck, babaye'!
I'm poopin' outtt~ 15 May EYE-bagsI ADORE PRINCESS HOURS.
WHICH RESULTED IN EYE-BAGS.
& DAMN DARK CIRCLES UNDER MY EYES.
BREAK-OUTS TOO! (I know, no link.)
I love my baby. :)
Looking forward to our long-awaited day. 01 May Fetish For Necklaces.Over the weekend, i got myself a heart shape pendant necklace. Pretty lil' thingy.
& i think, i'm sn to be starting on a whole brand new collection of necklaces, in time to come.
Yeah, that includes getting the necklace stand.
Spiderman 3, great movie!
Especially for those who have been watching the previous 2.
Spidey shouldn't have kissed that Gwen babe, though.
That's because, the upside down kiss, was only meant for Mary Jane.
Guys can be damn insensitive at times. No offence, darling.
But, they can seriously be top-notch egoistics.
Oh, forget them them guys.
I miss my babe's smoochies.
Snuggles those boogies. NIGHT. 22 April Family AffairI love the times when papa takes care of me.
Especially when i fall sick.
& mama was away on a sabbatical.
He will hug&comfort me when i pass out.
Ensuring that i eat my medicine on time & cancel my tuition & tuck me into bed.
I AM DADDY'S BIG GIRL.
 I was out & about today, with my family & relatives to Marina.
Instead of my weekly study date with darlinxx.
So, that's probably the reason why i'm missing him tremendously.
But otherwise, enjoying the day hanging out with the family is equally great.
Playing games wasn't fun enough, without 30 sec forfeit.
I had to run around the 3rd floor pier! Such a disgrace! BOO. Lol. :)
Well, okay. I want to catch Ugly Betty on teevee.
Gdnight.
& to honeykins~
HAPPY 22 MTHS! *winks ;p* 13 April 2 Days of MC *-_-Fever&cough&sorethroat&runningnose = 2 days worth of MC.
I hate being sick. Well, who does, right?
Lazing ard at home, with nth much to do.
Except. Keeping track of the time, for medicine consumption.
Antibiotics included.
I'm disappointed that my PW grp got a Band 3, except darling, the only one in class at that, got Band 2.
Proud of you, my dear. Happie-happie. Must treat me, okay? Congratulations! :)))
& baby, i miss you.
11 April Tidal EmotionsMY TERM IN THE SC OFFICE HAS COME TO AN END.
I AM GOING TO MISS EVERY LITTLE THINGS THAT I HAD EXPERIENCED WITH MY FELLOW STUDENT LEADERS.
CHILLING AT THE SC DEN/SENATE.
SATURDAY MEETINGS.
BANNER PAINTINGS.
BLAZER BOOKING.
AND, YEAH.
SC ROCKS MY HEART, :)
SC WHOOSH! SC WHOOSH!! SC WHOOSH!!!
I have somthing to add on.
FYI, my temperature rose up 38.8 degrees celcius, throughout the whole formal event.
While up on the stage, i had to hold back my cough, so as not to interrupt the silence.
And, yeah, i received a certificate & a plague that bears my name.
Oh yes, i fucking hate 2 PE teachers in school, whom shoo-ed me out of the recovery room this morning.
For gdness sake, i only realised that i had a fever in school, during IRP.
Like how am i supposed to predict my own illness?
FUCK.
They don't even give a damn about me, much less any hints of care&concern.
Instead they focused their attention on my fellow SC, Salleh.
No offence, mat. But, i was asleep and wasn't aware that Salleh was on the couch opposite me.
& excuse me, we were sleeping on 2 separate couches!
She comes along & commented, "What is this? A boy & a girl sleeping together in 1 room. This is ridiculous."
Damn you, i was SLEEPING!
And yesh, their loud, booming voices woke me up.
So, i was forced to wake up, blurry-eyed, messed-up hair, wearing my shoes.
Whilst, Salleh was behind me, and there were 3 other Millennians in the same rm.
I was reprimanded for coming to school?!?!
FUCK YOU. I wouldn't miss the SC Investiture for anything.
Just as you probably wouldn't miss perhaps a hockey tournament, i bet, even if it falls on your wedding day.
TO MAKE THIS CLEAR.
I came to school, with a cough fit.
Nah-uh, no rise in temperature at all.
Well, during IRP, my coughing got worse, took my temperature, 37.6 & i headed to the recovery room.
Fell asleep, yadda-yadda.
That's when they barged in & insulted me. I swear if i would have fainted earlier on in school, i would certainly lodge a complaint to the staff department of Millennia Institute.
She told me to leave?!? Beg your pardon, who's the one with a fever & who's not?
& to you, that's a HE.
You can look at me with that disgusted face for all ya want. Yearh, your facial expression was obviously indicating that.
I have a boyfreind! & no matter where, except for the mosque, i think, if i happen to be crying, MY MUHAMMAD AZRI KHAIRUDDIN, will wipe the tears on my face. So, how dare you commented that it is inappropiate?!?
It wasn't as if we were displaying public affection, you know, we weren't like making out in the canteen.
He was simply dabbing the tears on my face with his hanky.
I bet too, that you, that's a HE, doesn't even carry a hanky in you pocket.
Nah-uh, un-gentlemanly.
At least, my darling showers me with his care&concern.
I won't expect you teachers to do the same.
Be biased? Fine.
Just when my darl came up to me, to sort of fetch me from the pissing place, SHE shouted to darl, "Azri, you better tell her to go to the clinic!" I couldnt hold back my tears any longer.
The whole morning, i felt giddy and that being my temperature continued to rise, i desperately wanted darl to accompany me home, just in case. But, guess what? My darl, is the hockey captain & SHE is the hockey teacher ic.
Let me bet again, if her husband were to fall sick or met up with an accident, hockey will still be her number 1 priority.
YA ALLAH.
It was upsetting&hurtful to me.
Sweet, lengthy redemption.
All in all, i'm not going to school tomorrow, fortunately, as i don't have to face the _____, & because my fever is still on the run.
Last checked, 30 mins ago, it was 38.3.
No homework tonight, just plenty of rest.
Satisfaction guaranteed.
Next time, give your students the opportunity to have his/her say.
08 April MAKYou are the one, THE ONE, that lies close to me.
Whispers, HELLO, i miss you quite terribly.
I fell in love, IN LOVE, with you suddenly.
Under Tremendous PressureI need more revision for Physics.
Practise&practise&practise doing the TYS qsns.
Redo&redo&redo the past assignments.
Read up more than just the lecture notes given.
I think my head is going to burst any moment.
WAAAAAAAH.
TAK BLH TAHAN DEH!
Physics aside. I will be off again to Wdlds library after prayers later.
This time around it's going to be Econs.
I know it's kind of late to start revising now, to some.
But, it's never too late. In fact, i even bought for Darl & myself, a brand new notebook each, for us to scribble down Econs notes on it.
I even purchased 2 pens; orange & purple.
I wish though, to own a laptop of my own.
& type away all the notes, safely tucked in the hard disk.
*sighs*
I don't mind writing, what more with new colourful pens & neon highlighters!
Ta-ta now, i want to eat my...
FAVOURITE KEROPOK IN THE WORLD!
SUPER RING!
MY HEART WILLS ALWAY BE WITHS U, SYGS. 06 April I haartx MAK.I HAARTX YOU, BUCUK BERBUCUK.
YOU MAKE MY HEART GO TRA-LA-LA!
& DING-DING-DONG!
LUV YOU, BUCKET LOADS.
-xoxo-
Cinta ini, kadang-kadang tak ada logika.
Bersih semua hasrat dalam hati.
Ku hanya ingin dapat memiliki.
Dirimu hanya untuk sesaat.
As always, i had a terrific time with him.
There were a throng of chinese-ans on their way to the food centre at marina bay.
I'm guessing that there probably ain't any halal delicacies around.
So there we were, board 402, and off to our fav pier on the isle!
He bought milo panas, teh susu, epok-epok & roti kaya.
Our own picnic. :)
Thanks honey, for the food&drinks, and the hugs&kisses.
You'll never be replaced. & remember, we have a study date tmr!
Mugging for Physics SPA.
A thousand apologies Mardy, for not being there.
But don't you worry. I know you're missing me too much, but you're just too shy to admit it, don't you?
Come on! It's alright. I promise i won't tell anyone. Heh.
I'll be there soon enough, to lecture you on the 1001 ways of being a good girl, like me!
But, psst, i would really really love to go clubbing, at least once.
Ladies night & boogie the night away!
Too bad though. My parents won't even allow me to go out with my eldest cousin.
On the bright side of life, i can slurp-slurp chocolate cream chip frap.
Enough for tonight. I shall browse through my friendster accounts & bloghop.
Yea, i know, you might be thinking i've got no life or smth, but, damn, there's nth left to do.
Er, of course, revise my nuclear physics for tuition tmr morn. Later, i suppose.
Nightie! Goody FridayNazurah baby is currently tight beside me, begging me to play along with her. Aww.
Now, she's playing with her inai-clad fingers. I had mine on my toes. Adorable red-inai pedicure, such a contrast to my fair feet.
I don't usually pamper myself with nail polish, whatever. I won't be able to pray with it. Unless, the red flow juices are pumping.
Since it's inai, and so they said, we can pray with it, i didn't bother thinking twice. Ta-daa! My cute red/orangey toes.
Okay, at this moment, she's already off home with Embah. Thank gdness we live practically next door to each other.
Moving on, moving on. I'm praying that it won't rain later. If not, i won't be able to go out & meet Dar to our fav hangout.
Slurping ice-cream, munching Super Rings & drinking teh-susu.
The rest, xoxos.
By the way, i had such a wonderful time chatting with Mardy yesterday night.
Weird huh? To think that we hated each other once.
Yet, we hit it off talking like the bestest of friends.
Honestly, i've never had moments such as these, lazing ard at your neighbourhood cafe, with your girlfriend, just blabbing the night away.
We definitely have so much more to talk about & to kill the akward moments of silence.
That being, we met only twice so far.
Nevertheless, you're great, babe!
Oh, i'm wishing for another. To be more plump like you. No offence, because i like you the way you are.
It's simply me. I want to add more weight. Being small in size doesn't have much perks. Really.
Especially the jutting collarbone, like mine.
& a slim waist. I want to be voluptious but remain petite.
As if.
Boob job?
Just kiddiing. Maybe, natural bust enhancement.
Mardy, let me into your house, one day!
On those nights, that your parents are away. LOL.
:)))
Back to my hunnaye'. I MISS YOU, CUTE BUTT.
04 April Raindrop RomancingDarl & i had a sweetaye' time walking together, under the rain. Of course, while he is holding my umbrella. Furthermore, he recently bought me a cute polyester Baleno sweater. Light blue, red stripes. Darl's was navy, green yellow stripes.
I think i just got a sugar rush. He's too much of a temptation to me. Too candy-minty sweets to resist! I love you, hunnaye' love.
On the other hand, i have posted new pictures from a wedding ceremony that i went to during the weekend. My mama's cousin, Emelda, tied the knot, with Steve. The lavish wedding was held at Asian Civilisations Museum's River Room, which was some sort of their ballroom. Trust me, the whole setting including the white theme of deco was gorgeous. There were fresh white roses all over. Truly enchanting. You know, more like a dream came true, (for the couple, probably). Still, i myself had such a marvelous time with the extended relatives, chatting up like good ol' times, snapping pictures whilst pretending no one was ard, yeah, that pretty much summarises the whole magical agenda. Demerits though, the food wasn't up to our expectations. Even the desserts were such that, they had different desserts on different timings. So, for instance, if we were planning on indulging on their choco fudge, we got to wait for the bride&groom to arrive from their changing session over at the Fullerton Hotel.
I was telling mama then, all about my own wedding dream. I described to her every specific details of how i want it to be. I mean, every girl fantasises about her wedding day, right? Not to mention, i left out the last bit, of tying the knot with darling baby. A couple of years down the road. After his NS & his graduation. We just have to wait, shall we?
Lined up for CIP day tmr! This old folks home at Tampines. So, we're assembling early in the morning at school, before boarding a chartered bus that will bring us all (that's my class, only, 05S5).Plans were to clean up whatever mess that they have supplied us, and thus, we were prepared to bring gloves&rags. Yucky-goodie work. Also, tin biscuits for them. Dear god, i 'm not exactly a professional when it comes to communicating or interacting with them senior citizens. Nah-uh. Will try my best, though.
Alrightey, the time now is 20 mins past midnight, & this droopy eyes of mine are begging for a lovely beauty sleep. Cheers!
& i'm in love with my glockenspiel. 31 March Love StoryI love my honeykins :)
With his kissable lips & cute butt.
New haircut & lanky body.
The lean hockey captain.
Cherishing me with his lovin'.
Never too tired to accompany me home.
To shower me with kisses & hug me tight.
MUHAMMAD AZRI KHAIRUDDIN.
All else may fade, but not our love.
My *honey sugar baby plum plum*.
We know each other inside&out.
Heart&soul.
This i promise you.
Till death do us part.
ILUMAK
Insya'allah. 17 March AKE Camp Atrociously Amazing!I had such an incredible time during the whole period of 2 days of AKE camp at school!
Everything that i had anticipated turned out pretty great.
Especially when i hang ard with Nani&Nora&Nosha&Fathiah&Firah.
Sectionals was beneficial.
Studying slot was perky.
Bbq night & waterbomb game was splashingly smokey'.
Combined practise was effective.
& the in betweens were fab!
Even got to meet up with Dar a couple of times.
AKE girls were in the Harmonis room, while the hockey boys were bunking over at the container classrms.
So near, yet so far.
Chins up! Just received news that my pay had been transferred to my acct.
Now, maybe, i can meet up with Mardy tmr evening at Starbucks NP.
You. Yes, you. Get back to me ASAP. Text me or whatever, aite?
Slump. On a much lower note.
There's a bulk of assignments that needs to be done!
Maths. Check.
Econs. Half-check.
Physics. 1/3-check.
So, should i head over to the library tmr or hang out with my long-lost PAE gfs?
Perhaps, i would be able to do both. We'll see.
I AM MISSING MY DARDAR.
14 March Loving Dar.I LOVE YOU
is made up of only 2 words, that's because i&u belong together. :)
Glorious&scrumptious breakfast with MAK today. ILU.
Rushed off to school for AKE prac. & i certainly need more practising on those semi-quavers overwhelming Dance Fantasy.
That includes my solo in the beginning. Don't just hit the notes, play musically. Yes, Miss Wee.
Long day, it was. Begged Dar to accompany me for a quick bite at KFC.
Syg, i really appreciate everything that you have done&given me. It touches my heart, oh so much, that it moved me to tears.
In fact, you witness it yourself, earlier this evening. Despite my technical speech problem, though.
No blogging tmr, and the day after.
AKE camp & of which i guess, there's a high probability that the rest of the school population will be ard too.
Hockey&rugby&soccer&floorball.
While Dar will be tucking in in one of the container classrms, i will be dozing away in the classrm block.
Aww, maybe we can roll up our sleeves & sneak up to the rooftop together.
Starry, starry night...
I would love to continue & share.
But, i ain't got no time to spare.
So, good night & sleep tight.
OUCH! Don't let the bugs bite.
God bless. 13 March Excite @ ECP & Hush @ Home.Cycling @ ECP for 2 hrs. To Changi&back.
Couple of pits stops along the way, though.
My unfortunate accident with a toddler on his bike. Causing him minor injury, a cut on his gums.
& a major bruised on my pride, as his mommy threw me with countless accusations & a deadly stare.
She was practically screaming,(noting that there are other cyclists along the route),
"Didn''t you see him in front of you?" "How dare you hit him?" "You don't know how to ride a bicycle?"
It goes on, but by then, i was sobbing on Dar's shoulders.
Oh please, damn you mother fcuker.
The moment our bikes hit, your goddamn son, apologised to me first.
After which, i ran over to his side, and apologised, at the same time, wiping away the dirt on his knees & shirt, and calling out to Dar, to take out his First Aid Kit.
A futile attempt, of course.
His father barely gave me a glance, while Dar was explaining to him what actually happened.
That, indeed it was my mistake for at that point in time, i had my head down, assuming that the coast was clear.
Whilst, cycling at the mid-pt of the route.
Well, apparently, the poor child was coincidentally, mirroring my exact actions!
So, CRASH.
And his mommy, on her blades, 3 metres away, along with his daddy, came wheezing up to us, no, make that ME, and scolded me, without enquiring the whole situation.
There i was, shouting back vulgarities at her, while cycling away from them.
Smth that goes like these...
"It's not as if i never apologise, what?" "Fuck you lah! I apologise to the streets&trees, what?!?"
Yeah.
Today, it was assignments&household chores, all the way.
Off to NP, to fetch my sis. Toodles! 11 March 05S5 & Wan Van TripMotion sickness babaye', brought me down!
MYSyg, Amanda&Elson, Adibah&Wan, David&Sirhan, great hanging out with you guys.
& thanks Wan for fetching us here&there, all over the island.
Even the pit stop to West Coast Park. :)
Mc-D ice-cream galore!
Yishun - Bukit Gombak - Boon Lay - Jurong Point - NTU - West Coast Park - Paya Lebar - Tampines - Chinese Gardens.
Almost threw up in that van of his. Not forgetting the cramps&pins&needles&extremenumbness of the leg.
Imagine, us girls, squeezing in the front seat. With Wan, the driver.
& Parc Oasis's security guard, mentioning that we were like his Charlie Angels' or smth like that.
Muahahaha. Exceeding speed limit, >165km/h at the Expressway.
Fortunately, the girls helped me focus my anxiety on other matters, such as singing.
Obviously, we couldn't possibly fail hitting the jackpot.
Dearest classmates whom were already at SQ's condo bbq pit, was damn right pissed at us for being almost 2 hrs late.
We risk our safety, for gdness sake, speeding across Singapore, in like what, 20 mins? Yearp.
Tension rose between our class rep & Wan.
Survival of the $$$.
Eventually, both of them left, with clean slate taste buds.
Apparently, claiming, no appetite.
Whadyanoe'?
We had a fabulous time enjoying ourselves, with the bbq-ed foodies!
& i love sayang.
Pics taken throughout this event, will be posted soon. 28 February ResultsFinally, A levels MT & Project Work results, will be released this Friday!
Anxious, eh?
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Dance of Fantasy.AKE rocks my glockenspiel!
IMU.
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, MY CUTIE HIPPO LIL SISTER,
SERI NADHIRAH AKA FATS!
Seri, my sister,
You are like no other.
Loud&annoying,
Yet, cute&caring.
MUCH LOVIN'.
& by the way, i do hope you love the Roxy backpack & purse, that i got for you as a birthday gift. :)))
P/S: WEAR YOUR NEW PIERRE CARDIN BRA! 25 February Blessed BeHAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY, PAPA!
I WILL ALWAYS BE DADDY'S GIRL.
Semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki.
Salam sayang, dari anakanda mu.
It's midnight.
& here i am, blogging after a couple of days of absence.
1yr8mths&Chingay&Papa'sB'day.
Consecutively, for the past 3 days.
I am weary.
I need my sleep.
I am going to tuck in, pretty soon.
Perhaps, immediately after this.
Zonking out.
ZZZZZ. 19 February Semb GirlOvernight-ing was awhhsum!
9 tents, in total. We even had it all geographically located in such a way that there's a kitchen area, in the midst of all the tents which was shaped in a semi-circle facing the sea.
The blazing sun equals to unpleasant looking tanned thighs.
In conclusion, we had a fabulous time there.
Games all day, messing ard with flour&water&slippers.
Even a lunch break at Sunplaza. How's that for roughing it out?
Bluetooth's device still ain't working.
Watched Norbit with Dar, after a couple of hours on Physics.
The world would be a better place, without fat people.
NO OFFENCE.
Irah's & Papa's birthdays are wheezing by pretty soon!
I love hunting for them presents.
A mere excuse to go out instead of brooding ard at home.
Anybody care to tutor me superposition/Physics & statistics/Maths?
I'm outtt. 17 February Gong Xi!GONG XI FA CAI!
HONG BAO NA LAI?
Festivities aside.
Flopped CT again.
Maths; B
Econs; B
Physics; - *DROP DEAD.
Wallowing in self pity by staring at the murky shores of Sembawang Park.
That's right. But, nah. I've moved onnn. Optimistic, yaw. :)
I need opinions.
Should i get a sweater for my Dar, with no strings attached? OR
Should i get 2 matching sweaters for myself&Dar?
I've always been wanting to get anything, just smthing for the both of us.
Get the drfit? Matching bags or shoes or shirts or whatever that comes into my mind.
Then, the cost would have to be reduced since i'm buying two.
Or maybe i should splurge on him with the same amt that i've planned.
HELP!
Okay, off to be serenade by the fireflies while they come out & play tonight.
Making the night as bright as day. |
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